Guess who remembered they had a wordpress blog and finally felt like writing again! At least I think I feel like writing again. Last night, after 26 hours and 49 minutes of gameplay over 2 weeks I completed The Last Of Us Part 2. Don’t panic no spoilers here, not even a review, at least not yet. I just need to mention it so I can make my point.
The point is for 2 weeks I didn’t bother with any social media. I saw one spoiler when the leaks first happened, despite unfollowing and blocking everything I could think of, some inconsiderate arse made a post with a spoiler written on an image meaning the word blocks I had in place were useless. It also came from a person I didn’t follow but thanks to social media thinking it knows me was on my feed as “things you may like”. So I took the only control I could and just got rid of it all.
During my absence I realised that I am terrible at socialising, even online and I love the way social media allows me to stay in touch with friends and their lives without having to go through the agonising anxiety of starting a message. I can count on one hand the number of people I am comfortable messaging first and I don’t even need all my fingers for it. So I missed interacting but also I missed updating and sharing myself online. I very much think of posting online as talking to myself and keeping a diary. Which is why, I think, writing on this blog again came back to me when it did.
I recently started watching Avatar The Last Airbender which I have a lot to say on. A lot. Then when I finally finish Persona 5 Royal I know I’ll want to talk about that. I have this year got into gardening and become a big fan of Monty Don. Sewing has become a thing for me as well and I have a big quilt plan I want to document and then there’s this whole Lockdown and Coronavirus situation. Therefore I’m feeling confident about having things to write about and wanting to write about them. That said I also know I’m inconsistent and easily distracted so if you don’t hear from me again for another year or five, don’t worry.
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Congrats on finishing the game! Sorry you got spoiled despite everything 😦 it looks like the entire internet just combusted on itself with leaks. Hope you enjoyed it tho! And oof I feel you so much on anxiety with online friends. I still struggle responding to people and just engaging in general. I’m trying to get better but I fall back into my old habits of getting overwhelmed by it and then taking breaks to cope rofl. Take care out there and stay safe!
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